Neil and I were sobbing hysterically in a doctors office. It feels like it's been a lifetime ago, but yet so harsh and raw.
Why Will? Why us? I'll never know.
Getting out of bed is still a chore most days. The dishes pile up and sometimes the house is totally wrecked - at least according to my standards. We eat because we're sad and most days I worry to put on mascara for fear of smearing it off in the car or wherever I end up crying.
But... Will is here and that makes us happy. He likes helping do the dishes too. He's an amazing angel that makes every day more real than the one before.
We love you Will forever and ever and always.